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30 March 2017 @ 11:00 am
Thats what I get  
  Baily said "There is a sucker born every minute" but I don't think I completly grasped that until I started thinking about quantum physics. You see, one way it was put to me a long time ago is that every choice we make creates an alternate universe, there for you are born as a new person with every single choice. That means, that every minute we are making a choice, and at least one person somewhere is making a choice that makes them a sucker as they are reborn minute by minute with each choice.

Don't blame the wolf for eating your sheep, it's a wolf, it's what wolves do. Don't blame the mouse for eating your cheese, it's a mouse it's what mice do. If you did not protect your sheep or your cheese then you lost it to natural preditors.

So, when someone who doesn't love you says they do because it's in their best interest to do so and they see a better life for themselves in doing it: don't blame them. They are doing what they were born to do, they were just being themselves, when you were born into the decision to believe them or not you were deciding to be a sucker or not.

I did this. I knew better. Everyone who knew me knew I knew better. I knew I knew better. And yet, I went against every indication to the contrary and tried to believe she actually loved me. That was a bad choice. I can't even blame my friends because most of them were like "DUDE! What are you doing?!?!?!"

This feeling in my gut, where all the lies and betrayals of the last so many years fall on me at once, that's what I get for not believing my own eyes. I get the bag I deserve. I was born to this.