This is not getting any easier. I rose today out of sheer will. Even though I have a meeting at 7:30 and Early Rise Challenge or not I was going to need to get up this early.
Thinking about the Bootstrapper's Breakfast this morning when I got up sent my mind to slip right over the affirmation. I it would of sucked to restart 12 days in. But I remembered in the shower and after braiding my hair went and finished it.
The room mate and the girl who cleans the house (two different people) are both in awe over my bedroom at this point because it's been so cluttered for so long. As part of being one of those people who puts more pressure on himself then those around him (but still pushes those around him pretty hard) I'm actually really frustrated with it. My entry yesterday too most of my time and I didn't get shelves built. I still have a big pile of chaos in one corner polluting my environment.
I was thinking about something in the shower today too... I need to write an entry about our inner worlds affecting our outer worlds. I know I need to write this based on![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif?v=91.7)
splot's response to my post about affirmation questions where I explained them. This one point makes that post make a lot more sense and it's so intrinsic to me that I spaced sharing it. So, watch this space for that post and if you are one of those people who chats with me on IM and I seem to have time remind me.
Just remember next time someone hurts you that before you were born you came together in love and light and made a pact to teach each other these lessons. Thank them for the lesson and learn it so that someone else doesn't have to teach it to you too, because a trauma not healed repeats itself.
I'm off to the Bootstrapper's Breakfast.
Thinking about the Bootstrapper's Breakfast this morning when I got up sent my mind to slip right over the affirmation. I it would of sucked to restart 12 days in. But I remembered in the shower and after braiding my hair went and finished it.
The room mate and the girl who cleans the house (two different people) are both in awe over my bedroom at this point because it's been so cluttered for so long. As part of being one of those people who puts more pressure on himself then those around him (but still pushes those around him pretty hard) I'm actually really frustrated with it. My entry yesterday too most of my time and I didn't get shelves built. I still have a big pile of chaos in one corner polluting my environment.
I was thinking about something in the shower today too... I need to write an entry about our inner worlds affecting our outer worlds. I know I need to write this based on
splot's response to my post about affirmation questions where I explained them. This one point makes that post make a lot more sense and it's so intrinsic to me that I spaced sharing it. So, watch this space for that post and if you are one of those people who chats with me on IM and I seem to have time remind me.Just remember next time someone hurts you that before you were born you came together in love and light and made a pact to teach each other these lessons. Thank them for the lesson and learn it so that someone else doesn't have to teach it to you too, because a trauma not healed repeats itself.
I'm off to the Bootstrapper's Breakfast.
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